Indecision

My heart's full of indecision
I long for and hate this incision

Confusing heartbeats smother my past
I really know that it won't last

It never goes anywhere
They all give up before I'm there

I push you ever so far away
But my heart cries out for you to stay

This wall can break, but you'll not see
They always give up and always leave me

I realize now there's more to gain
My heart's blood will fall like rain

You have someone dear to you
I can't believe; I thought you knew

I knew it was too good to be true
Souls like mine are one too few

This will fade, I know it will be so,
But it still hurts to watch you go

My heart's full of indecision
You've already made the incision...